WTF Week

I'm having a WTF Week. Seriously. I'm getting my hands dirty with QT, BA2, Macro, Law (oh dam u lawmakers... dam u), Eng (ok not so much the drama here) and last but not least Sun Zi's Art O' War (o yesh... the translated versions dont help tat much. Lolz.)

I'm still stuck at Question no.2 for my law tutorials and its already 3 in the morning, so watever! I'm taking a break.

The growing academic pendamic aside, it's my gf. Well, I noe she'll be reading this, so I'll put it as nice as possible. Over the week, I started to realise ur manners are... well.... downward sloping. It may not offend me that much, but I'm pretty sure anyone who sees you the way you are will throw me some bad comments. So pleaseeeeee... tone it up a little, k? ^^ N yes, stop saying 'I hate you'!!! I know its a joke but I keep receiving the same message so many times I'm really afraid its real leh!! TT

3rd. O brother. My english. Its... dying. For some ackward reason I find blogging increasingly difficult. I came up with several lame reasons. One, the things I'm doing are getting more and more technical, so much so it no longer requires the art of bombastic-ism, descriptivitization and beat-the-donkey-around-da-A4-paper. Two, my gf is using lay-man terms on me. (Not saying I dun like it though. xDDD requires less thinking). Three, I'm not making an innitiative to get the Star, my usual dosage of Reader's Digest or event the occasional glance behind the cereal box.

Conclusion? My english is dying... Grrr... I need to kick things up a notch but I don't seem to have the time. My hands are already tied down with tutorials.

4th. This is the REAL WTF. Assignments. Loads of em. All week long I've been saying with those glorious pumped up spirits 'I will finish this by week 2' *ends with applause*. Now its week two and I'm going around asking 'Eh, you in my group right.' Wtf?? I totally lost track of time, and the degree of difficulty is not helping. Last sem it was a 3 page essay. *shrug dust off shoulders*. Now its a 1500 word report. 'Walao sai mm sai orh!!* And not one like the last one, its 2, maybe more.

I'm lost for words, and time. And I can still find time to play Street Fighter 4 and chat with jake till late at night. OMFG. I need more timeeeee!!!

5th. My last WTF. This semester, I want a 3.5-ter. Yea , near impossible, I noe. Wat wif BA2 and Law. But this might be a blardy breakthrough for me if I can pull this off. Besides, this sem's subjects are not that difficult. I have even done Macro during form 6.

6th. My spending. Mom sent me a message saying I've over spent. Wayyyyyy overspent on my sms. RM78 on messages alone? This is serious. So from now on, either u jadi my FnF, or u write me an e-mail, k guys? xD

7th. I'm finding grey clouds instead of blue skies. Tension, pressure and expectations are mounting up, and I'm beginning to feel it wrath. I just don;t feel that jovial right now like I was before this sem started. Maybe its the 3.5.... ZzZ.

All in all... I need more time, more cash, and a Johny Walker (juz kidding).

PS: Jake went clubbing in KL when all this happened. Bah kata pepatah, 'Macam ni la kegunaan kawan. BIla lu perlu dia, dia lari tak tau ke mana. Biler u tak mau dia, dia mati mati pun akan suruh lu keluar 'yum cha'. Chen you ade 'project Jing-Yu'. Lucky Yi Theng's here, if not confirm lonely. xDD (soree bout that, felt like saying tat out loud, but then my housemate may think someone with bad Malay broke into the house)

'Headache. I will now end my post by enclosing the following: a little bit of anger, served with a side of Kampar bad weather, a side of pressure, tension and anxiety on a plate of aching shoulders, less happiness, extra dissapointment. Not well done.'

Blood Donation Campaign

Ahaha!!! Did something realllyyyyy out of the ordinary thte other day. Took really long before I could upload the photos, so watever. xD

Went wif Jake, Cheng You and Ding An (Jake actually caled him Ding Shen and Ding **** before finally remembering his name). Really f-ed up day. Seriously, I was freaked out when I saw the needles and nurses and doctors. Zzz

So I cant say much here. Currently at the photostating shop. Really ackward having to blog here.

Chiaoz.

'Jake n CY are looking. Annoying betul!!! ZzZ"

Mass Call Photos are In

Patricia!!!! U fault la!!! Wipe out our photos! T.T sob. Lol. Now we hav all these left. Not even one with us on the podium le!!!!

Zis' One of' Ze Dayz...

Yezh... Itz one of ze dayz in ze lifez, u noe, when all ze thingz u do or dunz do juz seems zoo... excitingz..

F da french eccent. xD Spent a whole day with YT. Took her out for breakfast, lunch and dinner (ok Yee Hong drived us for da last part).

Its just remarkable, you know, that feeling. That carefree, non-chalant, totally-10000% pure 'you' feeling. No make-up, no masks, no walls in between. No nothing. Just you, a whole day of joy and freedom, and someone to share all that joys with you. Indescribable. xDD

Like a freefalling petal. Floating in the wind, no direction, no aim but just one final destination - to the ground. xDD Dun think anyone has any idea what tat meant. I dun think I do, but thats what its like. Everyday. its numbing. Its blinding. Its making u see colours, hear pain. Like a drug. xDD Its making you feel heat, chill and all the craziness all at the same moment. WeeEEeEEeEe~~ Its just... in one word, CRAZY.

Love begets love. Caring for one person opens a whole new chapter to what 'care' really means to you.

Thanks for making me believe. ^^

Digi quote: I will follow u. xDD

MC days are over!!

Woohoo~~!!! Gao dim sai! Those boring MC days I put myself into are finally over. Syok! Now I have another prob.. I dun remember where to get those photos from the MC event... Guess I'll juz wait.

Not gonna go into detail.

Day 1 - Came back to Kampar.
Day2 - Practise (Noob one.. zZz)
Day3 - Came back for another round. (This one was better. We all went insane and laughed our ass off)
Day 5 - Another boring re-run of practises.
Day 10 - The big event (MASS CALL) *went well I guess =)
Day 11 - 3 talks, 3 hours, and all u did was *invite them onto stage, wait, thank u, rinse wash n repeat. zZz
Day 12 - Today. PTPTN briefing and career talk. Over and done with.


Yesh! Haha. The only good things that happened were:

1. Met new people - Patricia, Fiona, Nicole, Kumutha.
2. Shitu (tech guy) actually covered our supposedly hurtful story about a certain someone someone by saying: Ohh... its ur 阿头... 发 izit? *becuz our 'ah tou' was really bossy and pushed everyone around. Grr...
3. Nasi Lemak in Kampar can never be trusted. Most of da time its chilly peppers and dried belacan of some sort.
4. Talked in front of millions of people (there were like less than 100..)
5. Label Siew Li with just one word - cute, with a capital C.
6. Watched a drama of Jake and Fiona - the lost Sonata.

So I'm gonna go to bed now, n I'll bite if anyone tries to wake me up.

'Feeling great. xDDD'

Ipoh R U Down, Down, Down, Down, Down?

Haha. A full day's trip to Ipoh town today. By a full day, I mean waking up at 10.38, brush my teeth, put some cloths on and waiting for Yee Hong and Pin Lee to come pick me up at 11.00. xD Then its off to Ipoh!! WooHoo~~

McDonalds for Lunch. xDD The favourite BigMac, Fishy-O-Fill, Strawberry Sundae combo. RM17++ T.T

Met up with Jake at Jusco. Got together for a quick movie. Bodyguards and Assasins. Really nice motion picture. Action, romance, more action, a touch of comedy and lots more ACTION!!! Loved it!! xD

Then went tie shopping. Needed one for the big rehearsal tomoro. But I never trust my own sense of taste, especially when it comes to cloths. >.<

Tis zis' how I look with the really freaky new bluish tie on. >.< I couldn't help it. It was so freakishly blue I had to have it. xD

Tats about it. Had fun today. xDDD

'Trying not to use any bombastic words, keeping my minds simple and at peace, waiting for a message, facebooking, cleaning my room in a while, trying on different formal wear and going to bed early today. Current Song running thru my head right now: Baby are you down, down, down, down, down?'

Love's Here

Its the start of things to come. It might or might not be, but watever, right? As long as I believe, I know its going the right way. So many paths.. so many choices. Hope I play my cards right. So then, take a breath... 1... 2... 3.... Aha... It's here.

I'm drowning in love.

2nd sem results are out

=p 4.0... finally some breathing space. xD

'zoning out, dizzy in my head. =____='''

Mis-*fill in da blank*

Mistakes. Misunderstandings. Misdoings.

Its all these mis-things that bring someone down, no matter how high they are.

Important things is that u realise that ur at fault, and u do sumthing about it. Otherwise, ur no different from a freakin bastard.

First time's a slip, Twice shy, Three times and it becomes intentional.

Too much, and ur a blardy masochist.

Misleads. Misjudgement. Miscommunications.

It's always there. Two voices that dun bounce back create turbulence, and turbulence create high energy waves, and concentration of waves creates storms. Conflicts, in methaphorical terms.

And when people start denying, then conflicts cause more conflicts.

And it leads to arguments.

Even as the storm may settle, the damage has already been done.

Misdeeds. Mismatch. Missing.

A heart made of glass. So fragile, yet so beautiful to the naked eye. One small pebble, one small stroke of dust, air, or even the tiniest most punniest debris, can cause it to crack. A small crack will spread, and eventually, more cracks emerge in its place, until there is nothing left to hold, and its broken, shattered.

Piecing it back together, it will never be the same again.

And in its place, an empty space that will no longer fit the actual puzzle once again. Its no longer there.

Mistakes.

Created by people, for the people. People who never commit them are lying. People who commit them intentionaly are asses. And people who stand up and admit them...

.....Are winners.

'Written and designed for the sole purpose of reference and to addres the current morality faced by certain known associates - it takes a lifetime to build a glass tower, and mere seconds to watch it crumble. Owning up takes merely a second, but a bucketload of shame. The choice, is ours and ours alone.'

Back~

Bak at Kampar again afta all the crazi-ass-ness in KL. Hahahahaha!!! Christmas and New Year was great, hanged out with frens, and ejoyed every darn moment of it. Now I'm bak and on to do the things I was destined to do!!!!


Sleep~! xD

Sleep~~~ <3<3<3

Jkjk... Helped Theng with her assignments andpress conference yesterday. Dam tiring. =___='' but was worth it. xD She's happy, I'm happy.

MC training ended about 2 hours ago. It was farkin boring. Nothin much to do. Met a new fren though, Patracia, who's gonna b my MC partner for the big Mass-Call thingy (I hav actually no idea wat they mean I'm like darn new to all this). So life's good. Starting classes soon. Cant wait. (Yea right lie on u bastard xDDD omg i'm talking to myself... >.<)

Havent made up wat to do for the next few days, but I'm feeling really relaxed and at peace. =) Love this feeling.

'Listening to Live Like We're Dying by Kris Allen, humming to the tune, trying to catch up to the lyrics, waiting for the rain to fall and the air to cool so I can take that nap I put off yesterday. Bahagia~~~ =D'

New Year Eve xDDD

Lolz. Happy 2010. New Year's Eve was nothing less than crazy, fun and yea.. crazy all over again. The pics shud do all the talking. Mom and Dad went to Tian Hou Gong for the celebrations, and so we decided to take our grandparents to Victoria Station (with sponsorships.. xDDDD) for a really posh meal. Muahahahaha.

C!!! C!!! Tallest tallest!! xDDD

On da way to Victoria

Our drebbar aunty in a night gown. xD

Destination (stomach was darn hungry when was takin this...)

Ate up to about RM400+. Wee~~~ Awesome! Had a great time. Menu was oxtail soup, hot buns, a dozen escargots, a tendor sirloin steak and some sweet juices. Yummy. xD

Later on we went to Bkt Saga for the countdown. Sadly it was also too jam. Previously had planned to head for KLCC but that was impossible. So we went to the second best place. Another mamak near my place. XDD

This was a rather special period of my life. Cuz I actually managed, despite the heavy line traffic, to countdown with my gal in Kampar. Awesome~~ And when I said 'Happy New Year', there were fireworks right before me. That was one heck of a feeling. Hope she's feeling the same way. xDDD

Afta tat, went to CC's house to 'meneruskan' our countdown. Check it out, we were actually 'dui beh'-ing! PS: Ignore the fact its shandy. We didn;t had the balls to get Hennesy cuz I had to drive home later. xDD

And that, was how Mr. VanRyuzuki Lim spent his New Year's Eve. xDDD Happy 2010 boys and gals!

New Year Party + 3rd Uncle's Bday Surprise

Haha!! New Year's Day was actually tiring. Had nothing better to do all day. Well that was until 5.30pm when mom suddenly said we were going to Klang for a party. At my cousin's. xDDD yesh!!! In ur face, boredom!!!!

=____=''' then this happened. Apparently the right diafragmential bolt holding the braking system was faulty, paired with the substaintial damage of overheating from the car's rear metallic componenets due to friction from the metal sidebars leading to a total breakdown of the car near the freeway. (ok.. the brakes rosak). BOth our 1st and 3rd uncle appeared at the scene to our rescue in less than 15 minutes. The car had to be swithced though, so we followed them instead, while the faulty Estima was sent home.

Moment we got there we were freaking hungry, so gobble gobble!! Having 'lok-lok' today!! Woohoo!! Our fourth aunt (my cousin's mom) rented the whole 'lok-lok' car, and we could eat everything in it. I was going like WooWW!! Awesome again~~~ So we ate about 47 sticks of fried, steamed and roasted goodies. xDDD =p

Afta tat was to the room to settle down and relax. Had a game of cards. Suddenly, I saw a really peculiar 'Pokemon' themed game. Curious, I took it out, and everyone wanted it. So that was the same bladry thig that got us posing, laughing, and LMAOing for 3 hours until we had to 'balik'. LOLZ.

Then my cousin was crazy enuff to place a condom over his *ahem* balloon, and actually pose for people. xDDDD Damn funny!!

I cant type much, cuz I'm freaking tired and I have to get ready to head back to Kampar on Sunday. So let the pics do all the talking. xDDD

Happy New Year again people!! See yas soon!