U noe... seriously.. afta not blogging for so long and I finally hav ethe urge to do so, I am really pissed off to hav to admit that I'm not blogging about nice things in a long time. I'm farking pissed off. U noe why? I just realised, that there are actually ppl in this world, who think they can get away with anything, bcuz they have ppl who idiotically cover up the truth for them.
Sorry man. I live in a world dominated by wisdom, righteousness and a sense of integrity. I dont steep so low juz to make a point, and turn my humanity over juz like tat. Just today, in class, I witnessed my best fren do the most ridiculous thing I could have imagined in my life. I made a point, he was wrong, and he had the audecity to turn the whole thing around, and make it look like I WAS THE ONE AT FAULT. How? Juz by smiling and making a sinister comment, that made everyone in the room think that I just made a joe and he was right.
If facial expressions dominated the world, then I would be in trouble. Seriously, I don;t have a very convincing look all the time, cuz I take my life the way I like it to be. But to think such manner of things really do exist! Goddammit! And seriously, its not the first time. Every time the gnag of us go around town, u get the most ridiculous conversations ever! Things that do not even matter. Adn to make things worst, everyrime I try to make a comment, they make it sound like I know nothing of it, and I have to shut it. And if I keep too quiet, I get that 'dude ur emo again' look.
The worst part? Trying to crack up a joke or two, makes me 'unrealiable' and 'not-trust-worthy'. WTF? People crack jokes all the time, and when I do it, they say I talk too much garbage?
I have only a few conclusions . 1. They are against me. 2. They have really bad sense of humour. 3. They think they can get over my head. 4. I owe them, which I definitely don't.
What the hell? I mean its enough that whenever something happens, I do things to help out even without thinking. U guys take it for granted, I understand, cuz I nvr wanted anything in return anyways. But for godsake, what the hell are you thinking?? Are you trying to prove a point to me, to the people around me?
What the fak are you trying to do?
One day.. when my limit reaches the tip of it, then u deserve all that coming, I tell u.
I've been putting up with enough sh*t for a long time now.
*JUT BECAUSE UR LOUD DOES NOT MEAN UR RIGHT!*
