All this time... I've been lying to myself about all the bullshyte happening in my life. I have to make up another me, to motivate the 'me' that already exists.
Maybe I was right all along. I can be who I want to be, as long as I believe it. Yes, its ripping me apart inside if I'm not careful, but its the only way I can keep on pushing.
When can I leave this desolate place, and be home where I really belong?
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Onegai Shimatsu...
Onegai...
Y cant it be still for a moment. One minute I feel like flying, the next I start falling again. Its not funny, nor is it something I enjoy feeling all the time. Its so unstable!!! >.<
I hav soooo much to live for, so stop coming back and kacau me already. Just when I start thinkin life here's ok, u come back and strangle me. Wat is it that u want from me??
Feelin lost in the middle of salvation, sorrow in the middle of jubilation, pain in the middle of soothness. What is it, that can make this feeling stop? Y does the need to go all out continue to haunt me?
Y cant it be still for a moment. One minute I feel like flying, the next I start falling again. Its not funny, nor is it something I enjoy feeling all the time. Its so unstable!!! >.<
I hav soooo much to live for, so stop coming back and kacau me already. Just when I start thinkin life here's ok, u come back and strangle me. Wat is it that u want from me??
Feelin lost in the middle of salvation, sorrow in the middle of jubilation, pain in the middle of soothness. What is it, that can make this feeling stop? Y does the need to go all out continue to haunt me?
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