Graduation?

So it's with mixed emotions that I write this here,
A message I write so sincere,
For I'm accomplished now, so to say
That now's the time to seize the day.

My parents are overjoyed,
Cause their son's the one,
Oh how they cried,
To see that I'm riding towards the sun.

A useless achievement is what I call it,
This so-called scroll with words written on it,
But the deeper meaning is all so true,
That it means nothing without you.

Three years of toil and harship and pain,
But in the end its all in vain,
Because all said and done, I know it well,
That I failed you, and no one can tell.

This degree to me is nothing but void,
This so called academic-win's a fraud,
They can call me a winner, a pedigree,
But fuck this, Cuz ur not here with me.

Imma work my way up,
Til I reach tat income bracket,
Cuz I mean what I say,
And for u Imma grab it.

Ten years from now,
U keep tat eye on me.
Cause from heaven above,
Imma burn this shyte to the ground.

You'll see.

'Fone, It's been 7 months. Miss ur voice, ur smile, ur antics. I know I'll never heard or see or get a text from you again, but hey... I still hang on tight to those memories. This degree? It's nothing. After this it's my Masters, my MBA, my CFA, my Phd. And most importantly. My first 5 figure paycheck. Wait for me. I'm gonna get you that helicopter I promised you, and fly towards the skies to get closer to you. Keep ur eyes fied on me. U got that? I'll be seing you soon. Love you.'

-For my sister, Belle. Happy 7th Month of ur Departure. Miss you.-