Why greed. Why of all times does it have to happen right now. It's a mistake i know, but what more could I have asked for. I find a million reasons to cover it up, but find no way to get things right again. Guess I'm not trying hard enough. I grow weak at the sight of frens, forgetting my resolution. I must, I know I have to.
I will prevail.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Secret Recipe + Kong Ming Deng Night
First week of Kampar, so I tot about celebrating it over some nice Secret Recipe Delights~ =pp So I bring the blardy antisocial dude with less than 10 frens, I called 20%, which is a whole lot. And they came out. Lolzzz~~~
Kelly n GKM posing wif thier food
Eating... Munch munch... Dun take photo~!
Choc Shake!
Green Tea Frap
The food was great, really. Havent had so much fun since KL. xDD I mean we had loads of cakes, my fav meatball spagethi ala~ AWESOME, and a slice of black pepper lamb pie~! SWEET!!! We talked about lots of stuff, and it was kewl. Really kewl, since they kept forcing me to jam all the cakes down to my last bite. =/ Afta tat we called CY out for some well-wishing.
To all the people, @home, @kl, @kampar, @heart.... All my deepest and most sincere well wishes of good luck and good fortune. Thnks for being pals when I was in need, or a jerk when I was bored, a lame ass that brightens up my day, my nemesis that taught me the will to fight on, 4 true frens who let me spend time wif them every night of my holidays playin L4D2 (love u guys!!), a true fren who was ther when I needed u and stole my heart, the lost love i'll never reclaim, my family whose ever noisy ever crazy yet ever i-cant-live-without-you-ppl, and everyone else who knew me hated me and most importantly became a part of my life.
Happy New Year 2011, Happy CNY.. and Happy Living~!!! Rock on!!
Kelly n GKM posing wif thier food
Eating... Munch munch... Dun take photo~!
Chocolate Indulgence
Black Pepper Lamb Pie
Choc Shake!
Green Tea Frap
The food was great, really. Havent had so much fun since KL. xDD I mean we had loads of cakes, my fav meatball spagethi ala~ AWESOME, and a slice of black pepper lamb pie~! SWEET!!! We talked about lots of stuff, and it was kewl. Really kewl, since they kept forcing me to jam all the cakes down to my last bite. =/ Afta tat we called CY out for some well-wishing.
To all the people, @home, @kl, @kampar, @heart.... All my deepest and most sincere well wishes of good luck and good fortune. Thnks for being pals when I was in need, or a jerk when I was bored, a lame ass that brightens up my day, my nemesis that taught me the will to fight on, 4 true frens who let me spend time wif them every night of my holidays playin L4D2 (love u guys!!), a true fren who was ther when I needed u and stole my heart, the lost love i'll never reclaim, my family whose ever noisy ever crazy yet ever i-cant-live-without-you-ppl, and everyone else who knew me hated me and most importantly became a part of my life.
Happy New Year 2011, Happy CNY.. and Happy Living~!!! Rock on!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Worthlessness
Ever woke up in the middle of a dream? Then u find it hard to continue right back into it, no matter how hard you try. Every day of my life I've thought that I was good enuogh, that I have proven myself in many ways. I was wrong. I realised that once a man sees the mountain that rises high into the skies, he no longer believes that he is the king of hills. It makes you realise your place on earth, the worhtless position I'm in. Its not a bad thing... it doesnt make you feel emo or anything at all.
It gave me a realisation, to make a promise, to myself. A promise like no other.
I will prevail. I have a lot of catching up to do, but I will prevail, mark these words.
It gave me a realisation, to make a promise, to myself. A promise like no other.
I will prevail. I have a lot of catching up to do, but I will prevail, mark these words.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Again??
Once again.... I cant sleep. How la how.... >.< Maybe i shud try goin to bed, and later go dapao roti telur again. =ppp
Yeaaaa.... tat'll help. self-temptation shud really help. It better! arrgghh!
Sunday, January 16, 2011
24hr marathon
Class just ended. For the first time, I actually had the gusto to not sleep, go for class, pull myself to the library to read the darn paper... and then head back.
I feel sooo left out becuz of my 'condition'. -.-'' watching other ppl makes u feel very much self-aware.
Oh btw, taking early morning strolls at the park (or around it) really makes a diffrence. Shud do it more often.
Gotta hit the sack now.
kthxbai.
I feel sooo left out becuz of my 'condition'. -.-'' watching other ppl makes u feel very much self-aware.
Oh btw, taking early morning strolls at the park (or around it) really makes a diffrence. Shud do it more often.
Gotta hit the sack now.
kthxbai.
Cant sleep~!
Back in Kampar, skul starts 2mr.. N I cant freakin sleep!!!! T.T helpz helpzzzzzz
Mayb i shud juz tire myself out and pengsan off. =p
Mayb i shud juz tire myself out and pengsan off. =p
Saturday, January 15, 2011
My Dear Solemn Silence
i cAn hAs SiLeNcEz... =)
Silence has been my fren... since the day I met defeat. The day I was dissapointed, I was left alone, shattered, hurt. Silence was there for me. She was the most gentle of places, for me to just fall back, and let her wrap her arms around me. She would embrace me in my darkest of moments, and this has grown on me, so much so that I have been the silent person I am right now.
But silence was selfish. She kept me all to herself. She would not allow me to prove myself, to move forward, to take risks. Because of her, I would always just surrender, just give up. Because I kept quiet, she always allowed someone else to take the limelight, instead of me. Becuz she's worried, because she doesn't want me to get hurt anymore.
Silence.. I'm sorry. 2011 is going to be a big year for me. I'm going to have to let you go from here on out. No.. I'll visit once in a while. I just have to let you go for the time being... actually.... for most of the time. Thanks for everything u've done for me. I won't forget you. SO from now onwards, I won't stay silent no more, k? =)
Friday, January 14, 2011
Political Joke
Chopping The Cherry Tree...
Legend has it that George Washington, America's first president, chopped down a cherry tree in his youth. George gives the tree a good swing and chops it down with an axe . His father sees the damaged tree and asks his son if he knows who did the deed. George is quoted bravely admitting the truth :-
'I can't tell a lie, Pa; you know I can't tell
a lie. I did cut it with my axe.'
This is a satire of how some Malaysian politicians circa 2008 may have reacted to the question :-
PM Badawi -
I did not cut down the tree, I was just taking a nap underneath it.
Najib -
I swear that I have never MET that tree.
Hishamuddin-
... but I only own a keris, not axe, how to cut down the tree.
Dr.M -
Apa nama cherry tree, I chopped it down because, I don't like the idea of Pak lah sleeping under it.
Chua Soi Lek -
Yes it was me, I resign as caretaker of this orchard.
VK Lingam -
It could be me, it might have been me but I don't think it's me.
Anwar Ibrahim -
I DID NOT do it, and I am not giving any DNA samples for you to plant on the axe handle.
Khir Toyo -
the new state government should just trim the grass and not waste time asking who cut the tree.
Ahmad Said ( TerrenganuMB)-
I chopped it because cherry trees are more expensive to maintain than durian trees.
Azalina Othman -
The cherry tree is not included under my tourism MOU so I cut it down. Besides there were unauthorized signboards put up around the tree.
Shabery Cheek -
I challenge you to a debate on tree cutting.
Samy Velu -
I chopped it because HINDRAF members were using it as a meeting point
Wira Ali Rustam -
We have planted Durian trees for 50 years and we will plant them for another 50 years, we do not need cheery trees, apple trees, pear trees and all these other foreign trees.
Rais Yatim -
You must see the bigger picture, Ahmad said cherry trees are expensive to maintain, Ali Rustan said that are against our national identity and I needed to test my new axe, so you see- it's a WIN-WIN situation all around.
Sharir Samad -
I cut the tree because we could no longer afford to subsidize it.
Karpal Singh -
The bigfoot creature did it.
Bung Mokhtar -
The big monkey did it
Pandikar Amin Mulia -
There is nothing in the standing orders against chopping cherry trees, Kinabatangan duduk, Bukit Gelugor duduk.sit down.
Khairy Jamaluddin -
I did not do it, neither did the mat rempits. By the way, what's a cherry tree ?
Lim Kit Siang -
In response to Khairy - cherry tree also you don't know, you are an insult to Oxford.
Nazri Aziz -
racist, racist, racist, when we cut down durian trees nobody
made a fuss.
Malaysian Citizens -
oh for heaven's sake! Somebody plant something before we all starve to death.
Hahaha~! Unless u understand this, IM NOT TALKIN TO YOU! Hahahaha
Legend has it that George Washington, America's first president, chopped down a cherry tree in his youth. George gives the tree a good swing and chops it down with an axe . His father sees the damaged tree and asks his son if he knows who did the deed. George is quoted bravely admitting the truth :-
'I can't tell a lie, Pa; you know I can't tell
a lie. I did cut it with my axe.'
This is a satire of how some Malaysian politicians circa 2008 may have reacted to the question :-
PM Badawi -
I did not cut down the tree, I was just taking a nap underneath it.
Najib -
I swear that I have never MET that tree.
Hishamuddin-
... but I only own a keris, not axe, how to cut down the tree.
Dr.M -
Apa nama cherry tree, I chopped it down because, I don't like the idea of Pak lah sleeping under it.
Chua Soi Lek -
Yes it was me, I resign as caretaker of this orchard.
VK Lingam -
It could be me, it might have been me but I don't think it's me.
Anwar Ibrahim -
I DID NOT do it, and I am not giving any DNA samples for you to plant on the axe handle.
Khir Toyo -
the new state government should just trim the grass and not waste time asking who cut the tree.
Ahmad Said ( TerrenganuMB)-
I chopped it because cherry trees are more expensive to maintain than durian trees.
Azalina Othman -
The cherry tree is not included under my tourism MOU so I cut it down. Besides there were unauthorized signboards put up around the tree.
Shabery Cheek -
I challenge you to a debate on tree cutting.
Samy Velu -
I chopped it because HINDRAF members were using it as a meeting point
Wira Ali Rustam -
We have planted Durian trees for 50 years and we will plant them for another 50 years, we do not need cheery trees, apple trees, pear trees and all these other foreign trees.
Rais Yatim -
You must see the bigger picture, Ahmad said cherry trees are expensive to maintain, Ali Rustan said that are against our national identity and I needed to test my new axe, so you see- it's a WIN-WIN situation all around.
Sharir Samad -
I cut the tree because we could no longer afford to subsidize it.
Karpal Singh -
The bigfoot creature did it.
Bung Mokhtar -
The big monkey did it
Pandikar Amin Mulia -
There is nothing in the standing orders against chopping cherry trees, Kinabatangan duduk, Bukit Gelugor duduk.sit down.
Khairy Jamaluddin -
I did not do it, neither did the mat rempits. By the way, what's a cherry tree ?
Lim Kit Siang -
In response to Khairy - cherry tree also you don't know, you are an insult to Oxford.
Nazri Aziz -
racist, racist, racist, when we cut down durian trees nobody
made a fuss.
Malaysian Citizens -
oh for heaven's sake! Somebody plant something before we all starve to death.
Hahaha~! Unless u understand this, IM NOT TALKIN TO YOU! Hahahaha
Wooo~!! Happy NY 11''
Yippy~!! ITZa NeW YeArZ n a NeWz DaYz!!!!
A million wooos and waaaaas and everything else that goes with the package. =D Blogging still feels better than facebooking, thats why I've decided to start bloging again. I mean what was I thinking posting something on a freakin 'wall' and watch it fall lower.. and lower.. and lower until ur message just dissapears? =p=p
Its already 12 am, and yes, I'm back at Kampar, my most dreaded place on the whole freakin world.
So b4 I die of boredom, I'll just post some random song that Alex introed me, and then I'm off to bed. WIll get into the real bull-shit blogging 2mr. =)
Happy New Year Guys and Gals~!!!
A million wooos and waaaaas and everything else that goes with the package. =D Blogging still feels better than facebooking, thats why I've decided to start bloging again. I mean what was I thinking posting something on a freakin 'wall' and watch it fall lower.. and lower.. and lower until ur message just dissapears? =p=p
Its already 12 am, and yes, I'm back at Kampar, my most dreaded place on the whole freakin world.
So b4 I die of boredom, I'll just post some random song that Alex introed me, and then I'm off to bed. WIll get into the real bull-shit blogging 2mr. =)
Happy New Year Guys and Gals~!!!
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