Presentation~

Okay really wierd day. Went to school only to realise that there was a mid term on EFM. =_='' yea.. and it was bullshit. Dam easy (not saying I wont make mistakes but damnnnN!!!) And then there was a presentation for Teambuilding. Had to go on with it imprompto, cuz I wasn't ready. But I think we did really well given the circumstances. XD

1st group to present.. xDD

And yeah... then there the random part of UTAR life again.

More bikes and more skies. I think this is what we call culture. The bikes and the skies~~ =_=''

K. GOing to makan now. Bye~

Icy~ Cold~

Remedy for the crazy hot weather (probably wont last.. with my 2 semester's wrth of exp its gonna rain soon) - Ice Shack!!!
It was sooooo delicious~~

C? Thats wat I'm talking about! Cool, refeshing ice on a hot November's Day!

.... and with ppl to share them with!! xDDD

Going for class now. Chaioz~

Dunno y.. Love this song n da lyrics (meaningful)

(Jay-Z):
Everytime
The guns goes blast
Another day goes past
I don't miss my dogs
I'm wishing the days
Could go fast
So I could crash
Close my eyes
Try to go to sleep
And bring you back but
I can bring you back
(Nah can bring you back)
So I back
Back memories of us
Acting bad
Wish time could freeze
But time is up
And I promise ya
Imma hold it down
Till it's my time
To leave and I'm ok
I mean
Am allright not ok
And it hurts my soul
I won't see your face
But if u truely
Are in a better place
Like what say
And that's ok
I'll be allright
I've been up all night
Like if I didn't
With my nigga to be living
With the time
Tick-tick-ticking away
So forever I'm forever
I'm in search of yesterday
(Yesterday)
Like a beattle song
I close my eyes
Repeat the song
Tryna bring us back
To where we belong
Middle of the club
When be was on I tear
The song blowing on
Going back before
So when I meet the don u
Should know I meet way back
With my dog when I go
So when times says goodbye
Y'all say hello

(Mariah):
Bye, bye (3x)
Bye, bye

(Jay-Z):
Rock with me
MC come one

(Mariah):
And you never got the chance
To see how good I've done
And you never got to see me
Back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could spend
The holidays together

I remember when you used
To tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear
You gave to me
That I held so tight
I thought you
Were so strong
That you can make it
Through whatever
It's so hard
To accept the fact
You're gone forever

Never knew
I could hurt like this
And everyday
Life goes on like
I wish I could
Talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way
Try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach
A better place
Still I'll give
The whole world
To see your face
And I'm right here
Next to you
It feels like you
Gone too soon
The hardest thing to do
Is say bye, bye

Bye, bye (3x)
Bye, bye

This is for my people's
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
(Put em up, put em up)
We will never say bye
(No, no, no)
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters
Brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people's
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
(Lift it up lift it up)
'Cos we will never
Say bye, bye

Never knew
I could hurt like this
(I never knew it)
And everyday
Life goes on like
(Everyday of my life I wish)
I wish I could
Talk to you for awhile
(I wish)
Miss you
But I try not to cry
As time goes by
(I wish, I wish
I wish as time goes by)
And as soon
As you reached
A better place
Still I'll give the world
To see your face
And we were here
Next to you
It feels
Like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing
To do
Is say bye, bye

(It's hard to say
Bye, bye, bye
Bye, bye, bye
So come on
Somebody sing it with me
Wave your hands up high
Hey, hey
This if for my people's
Who just lost somebody
So this is for everybody
You put your hand to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye, bye)

Hoho~ (emo post dun read if ur not up for it)

Supposed to go down Ipoh today for 2012 but uh.... I cant. Makes me remember things... Things I've kept behind me... So... I din go.

It's pretty funny you noe. U tell a lie, and it gets so real u wish it were true. U find meaning to something, risk everything u ever owned to get to that final episode, only to realise it was all for nothing. I'VE PUT U OUT OF HEAD. And that's the way I wish it be. I'm telling myself to let it go. But hey, guess what? I cant. Lol. I just... cant. Its crazy. Its stupid. Its insane. Its pitiful to say the least. Every morning I look at myself in the mirror and what do I see?

I'm not like this... I'm not what I told myself to be. I'm not.. trying hard enuff. What? What the hell's wrong with me? People are getting happier, and what about me? Lol. I stay in one place, telling the whole world 'Check It Out! I Love It Here'. Yea I do... but its not the same anymore. Not when I have to cry at every song, every movie, every freakin picture that reminds me of what was.

I'm losing at this war. Lol. I'm not... me. I laze, I sloth. I wake up every single morning lying to myself, giving myself a reason to just... I dunno... Its hard. I havent looked at anyone. I'm too afraid. Afraid they remind me. Everytime I get too close, that stupid song plays in my head.

U noe.. someone once told me. Every emo post I put up, splits me into two. Guess I'm more than a million pieces now, huh?

Heh.. Spent the entire day getting bitten my mosquitoes, watching Heroes and biting on potato chips. FInished the entire season 2 in one whoop. >.<

Going to have to put my head onto dealing with assignments soon.

I dunno.. I just.. well... feel ackwardly down. All offa sudden. Its like something's being drained out of me. Like I'm hallow... again. Maybe its whats happening around me, seeing people get picked up one by one. Its painful. Sad. Lol. Even pathetic.

Life has meaning. I've found that meaning. I'm working hard towards achieving my goals and desires but... it's just not the same anymore is it? How long am I going to continue to kid myself? Its over. Its not going to be the same again.

I'm well... tired.... of all this. So very.. very tired.....

'Dealing with life is painful at times. But when someone offers you that shining light at the end of the tunnel, what are the odds that you're going to let an opportunity like tat past? But what if.... its all coming at an end? One big roundabout and you're back where you are. Are you going to let it past, like u're telling urself to? Be someone else you're not? I'm losing it. This is not who I want to be. This is not who I strive for. Come to think of it, what the hell am I doing?'

'It Hurts' 1.19AM, standard emo time.

omg.. LMAO

An Asian guy walks into the New York City currency exchange with 2000 yen and walks out with $72. Next week he walks in with 2000 yen and gets $66. He asks the lady why he gets less money this week than last week. The lady says “Fluctuations”. The Asian guy storms out, and just before slamming the door, turns around and says: “Fluc you Amelicans too!”

A mug of beer

An insect falls into a mug of beer…

African : Takes the insect out and drinks the beer

Chinese : Eats the insect and throws the beer away

Japanese : Sells the beer to the American and insect to the Chinese and gets a new mug of beer.

Pakistani : Accuses the Indian for throwing insect into his beer, relates the issue to Kashmir, asks the Chinese for Military aid, takes a loan from the American to buy one more mug of beer.

Indian: Accuses Pakistan for helping the insect to infiltrate into the glass, blames it as long term ISI operation, terms the insect as a Pakistan SSG commando in undercover operation and vows to defend every inch of the glass and every drop of the beer and demand that US should declare Pakistan a terrorist state

Hyper!!!! Wahahahahahaah!!!!

FUn~ Fun~ Fun~ Jump~ Jump~ Jump~ WeeEEeEEEE!!!! xDDDDDDD

I'm on a sugar rush babe!!! lolz!! finished the arketing examination today.. have to say I was really satisfied. xDDDDD

GOing to hit the cybers again later~ catch u all soon!!! O yea, booked my ticket back for the 26th. Cant Wait!!! WooHooo~~

GOnna die of overactivity soon!! xDDDD

Marketing~

Bugger... too much info... overloadddd!!! T.T

Exam in t-minus 17hrs, 49 mins, 11secs...

No sleep tonight!!! T.T

Happy~ xDDD

Burppp~ xD Finished another can of lemon tea... bahagianya~



One of a kind day for me really~ Started out as a really crazy morning, and it ended up something I'd give the world to be part of in.


Morning, 9.43am
Found out that it was raining, very very very.... slightly. So Siew Li took it as an excuse to call for our 'taxi' Yee Hong xDDD So bikes were left at her place, and we crammed into his little Saga and were off to skul.


In skul, 10.00 - 11.30am:
New TeamBuilding teacher replacing the near bed-ridden previous one. Better than the last one at least. Did random SWOT analysis - Strengths, Weaknesses, Opportunities and Threats.Siennnn~

11.30 - 12.20:
2 bz chewing onto our noodles and curry chicken that we almost ended up late for class.xDD

12.20 - 2.00:
Pritam's class was really err... Pritam - the usual old English style of a lecturer. (PS: He advised me taking IELTS next year so I'll giv em some credit.)

2.00 - 3.30:
Random events took place of no ultimate interest. ()

3.30 - 6.30:
Both tutorial classes were a bore..... T.T sien betui!!!!

6.30 onwards:
There. This is the really nice part. Because Yee Hong suddenly fell ill due to an ear infection (yes ear...), we (mostly Cheng You) decided to walk. Siew Li complained all the way, so did Jake, but on the way back, the scenery was so freakin mesmerizing that it changed thier views forever.

On the way home... the grass is green. I never thought it was THIS green.

I mean... its like a potrait eh?

Take a moment to consider this: Soft breeze caressing ur cheeks, beautiful scenery, taking
a slow but relaxing stroll wif ya frenz.. omg.... this is life!! xDDD

You cant possibly see it, cuz my darn camera lens is too darn small. T.T But
that island there is known as bird island. Most of it is covered with (yes you
guessed it!) birds.

I never knew the bridge looked so... kewl.. wait... I never even knew we
had a bridge!! @@'''

N yes... the 4 crazy ppl wif the crazy looks and the crazy attitude who
decided to take the road less taken. xD

I mena seriously... U shud be here to feel it for urself... the wind is just
awesome!!

Random boat... xDDD

Random dude trying to get to the random boat... xDDDDDD

Gosh.. I wish I had a better camera. This is the best views yet. Its not a few,
but an entire lake of lotuses. ^_____^

At the end of da day, we headed to Young's house for dinner (actually we asked him to help pack food, but when we got there we were too tired to walk home, so it was in-house dining. xDDD) Bahagia no.2 ~~

K enuff blogging for now. Have an assignment to finish, and the Marketing exam's in 2 days. gotta work hard!!!

C yas in KL soon~ wakakakakakaka!!!

'Emotionally unstable due to excessive joy and under the over-dosage of ice lemon tea in a can. ^^ gonna hit the showers, hit da books, and then hit the sack in the happiest mood this week.' xDDD

8.17 pm, its raining heavily outside, I'm stuffed with food and happy-going for the next 5 hours or will end up napping, which ever comes first.

Boring... T.T

Aint it a beauty?

Another boring day... T.T The only enjoyment I'm getting now is getting into fights with group members who don't seem interested in completing thier PM projects,

waking up in the morning thinking its night,

facebooking, doing sit-ups that aint helping, and helping the old woman next door cross the road (No la made that up).

Nyways looking forward to going home soon~


I'm staring out into the night,
hiding from the rain...
The crazy weather's killing me...
And feelings here just doesn't feel the same.
And the pain I feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home~
To a place where I belong,
Back to all the Starbucks, Sushis and McDs~
I'm running from,
Yeah I seriosuly think its all wrong,
I kinda regret this place I chose for me.

And the faces and Kampar just sucks too bad...
So I wanna go home.

xDDDD Kidding la. Not really regretting anything, but its just....

B
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Definition:
A severe state of emotional disorder, where the patient is in a deep condition of internal emptiness and nothingness.

Symptoms
include hugging knees and drawing circles on the ground,

facebooking 24/7, drinking cola, staring out the window hoping to see the cows over the road jump over the moon, drinking cola, chewing a half-bitten straw while watching GI-Joe on PPS, banging head on wall, drinking more coke, and napping at every opportunity.

And I'm NOT saying it has anything to do with the lack of entertainment here, or am I saying there's the slightest possibility it has anything to do with the same food you eat everyday, and it is definately not the fact that it is the same 40 x 40 km radius every... single... day that ur bike can get you.

NoOOOoOOOOoooOOOOooo.....



'Boredddddddddddd~ T.T sleepy, drowsy, anxious, reluctant, ignorant, giddy, fuzzy and
groogy. Finished my plate of nasi lemak, having a nice can of lychee and resting my head on the keypad while typing this thinking 'I see screens.... a BLINK! Red Coke cans too~ I see crushed papers~ thrown by the stool~ and then I say to myself~ Oh what a 'whhannndarrrpphulllll' world~' T.T